JAWC Volume 2 : Fuck. sorry that it's late, but well... fuck.. live with it... I said I'm sorry, what the hell more do you want from me?... anyway... Time to rant... and what about?... STUFF! Ever wonder where your day goes?... I mean, granted I don't do a lot of things, however somedays are hectic even though there's not a lot to do in the first place... and some days shit happens that ruins your whole damn day and you don't get to do what you wanted to do in the first damn place cause someone just has to fucking ruin it for you... and then there are those days you actually do get the things done that you're supposed to do and then you don't feel like doing anything else cause you're just plain bushed... My problem I guess is that just because I don't seem to be doing anything doesn't mean that I'm not doing anything... I mean shit, I do stuff... no one in there right mind just sits down and does nothing all day.. they have to be doing something, cause to do nothing means they're dead... that's right.. dead.. and since most people who say they're doing nothing are able to say that, it means they're not dead and are doing something... I suppose it's cause I'm not as productive as other people that it seems that I'm not doing anything... but trust me, I am, I just don't feel like drawing sometimes... yeah.. I know.. right?... me? not want to draw? FUCK YOU!... I don't feel like it some days... some days I wake up late, shit happens and then I just can't put pencil to paper and produce on demand.. I'm not a fucking robot.. and lately I haven't been in contact with my muse... that and my muse in the old days is no longer able to be my muse... it's complicated and it sucks.. but shit.. I try dammit... so leave me alone about it... It's not that I'm not passionate about drawing... it's just that sometimes I don't care enough to do it... it's sorta just there... and lately when I get to sit down and draw nothing comes out... hell I have several pages scripted for the comic, I look at the script, I look at the paper in front of me and I can't draw shit... it sucks... it infuriates me and I just want to take a gun and shoot the damn paper for mocking me like that.. as if it's saying, "yeah.. you can't draw.. you never could draw.. you fucking suck you sucky sucktastic sonuvabitch... "... and it's pissing me off... -_-;; Anyhow... still have more work to do, including finishing a mascot character, 5 pages for a folio I'm hopefully still participating in, and then I have to worry about drawing another 10 pages of comic for a buffer, and then starting September I plan on selling on Furbid and taking commissions again... it's a lot I plan on doing in the future, so at the moment it seems I'm lazing about when I'm stressing and trying my damnedest to get things done... fuck. Welcome to it. - Tiki Man