JAWC Volume 2 : I'll be surprised if you read this...

I gotta say, this whole "economic crisis" is all bullshit... I refuse to believe that a few banks go bankrupt and the world then stops, the four horsemen of the apocolypse come down and the end of the world is nigh... that's all bullshit... the only people actually affected are the bastards that gambled their money in the stockmarkets and the bastards that didn't invest themselves and relied on these shitty banks to invest for them...

THIS IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD...

Seriously you bastards out there need to stop fucking sweating shit, cause things are as they were beforehand... life is moving foward, the election is almost upon us, and there's no way in hell the government should make the taxpayers pay for those bastards mistakes... 700 Billion? and to buy the shit that no one wanted so it helps the banks get rid of the shitty investments it made?... why the fuck spend money on shit and expect that to help people... no, it only helps those bastards get rich while the rest of us little guys get fucking shafted... so fuck you bailout, I'm glad it got voted down.

I mean, really 700 BILLION!?... think of how many people could benefit from that kind of cash across the United states... there's only a populous of over 300 Million across the United states according to the Census... that means everyone could be a millionaire... but we need to bail out wall street... what? how the fuck does that make sense?... let them fail, give everyone a million dollars and save over 699 Billion dollars... just reset the whole fucking infrastructure and erase all the debts in the united states... that's what 700 Billion would do... it would erase teh country's debt... and you'd still have at least 600 Billion left over to put towards the betterment of the U.S, including the search for alternative fuel sources...

Fucking idiots trying to use money without thinking... shit, pisses me off, I mean, seriously, what the fuck would taking 700 Billion from American citizens to bail out a corporation do for the public?.. Anyone?... bueller?... Bueller?... Someone needs to rethink the whole situation and let the damn free market take care of it's own damn self... you wanted government off your back, then live with the mistakes you made you fuckers... fuck all y'all, who want to bail them out... my money is mine dammit, and the paltry amount I have I'd like to keep...

And another note, because I wrote this rant a couple days ago... I feel the need to add more before I update tonight for Friday... that's right, it's Thursday and I'm still typing mad...and this part will be vague and y'know what.. go ahead and skip this paragraph if you want.. I don't give a flying fuck... I need to talk to someone and although it's no one in particular I'm typing to, I need to get this off my chest cause it's bugging me...

You live in a different country... you don't have to fucking worry about taxes all that much, it's fucking state tax... and for the life of me you don't want to talk to me about it, as if there's an end all be all to your fucking economics... you're a foreigner now, why the fuck does it matter so much that you can't talk to me, you won't let me understand and instead you're making it as though I'm the bad guy here... now the way I see it, if you have a state tax license, then you should be fine because you're reporting taxes to that state... if you make anything at all from the sales... and hell, before I made note of me sending in my own damn form, you were all a twitter going to deal, and suddenly you go ape shit on me, and then you don't wanna talk about it...

Well fucking a.. I do want to talk about it, and treating me like we're married and I forgot some trivial holiday isn't going to make me feel better... hell I'm stuck in a relationship and I'm not even fucking getting any... why the hell do I have to feel badly because you want to avoid the issue... well, congrats you didn't want to talk about it with me, well I want to, and if I can't talk directly to you, I'll just fucking type it here, cause I'm upset and I'm tired of fucking coddling you when you get this way...

People talk with each other, sorry I'm not rambling idle shit anymore when we do talk, which is far and few nowadays, and for some reason you won't let me in.. but shit, the economy?... that's your reasoning? the economy?.. you're damnable fans just put up over 2500 dollars for you to get your hard drive formatted and you re-installing things... guess what, you coulda done that for free if you had a recovery disk.. or just go ahead and buy a new computer for about 400 dollars... wow! 2100 dollars you could've saved... and you're worried about the economy?... you're fans aren't all that worried.. so why the hell are you?

So now that we've established it isn't the economy, what the fuck is the underlying problem?.. cause you won't tell me, you just give the excuse that if you see something you don't like on AIM you just up and close the window and start fresh... REALLY?... that's pretty fucked up, and I'm fucking busy walking on damn eggshells cause I don't have the balls to out and say it, well welcome to it, I'm fucking tired of trying to be nice, you know I'm an asshole, and it's about time I started acting like it more often... cause god knows if you don't like it, you can always just fucking close the window...

That's all I mean to you? a fucking closed window if I say something you don't like? a piece of shit you can just flush because it doesn't suit you?.. .well hell... thanks for the memo, wish you'd told me sooner... and guess what, I'm gonna try talking to you again, but I don't know when that is.. cause quite frankly I don't know what the fuck is going on in your life that you can't suddenly confide in me, but shit... I hope you can deal with it, cause I don't know what's going on, you just keep me on a fucking leash outside the house, waiting for me to just up and run away...

IF YOU DON'T FUCKING LIKE ME HAVE THE DECENCY TO TELL ME! TELL ME TO MY FACE OR AT LEAST OVER AIM THAT YOU HATE ME AND WISH I WENT AWAY!! CAUSE GUESS WHAT... I'M DENSE LIKE THAT... I LOVE YOU... do you understand that?... I DON'T PLAN ON LEAVING UNLESS YOU TELL ME THAT YOU HATE ME OR BLOCK ME OR SOMETHING... CAUSE IF YOU'RE WAITING FOR ME TO LEAVE!?... DON'T FUCKING COUNT ON IT....

I'm gonna be here until the end of time, waiting for you to talk to me.. not just chat.. talk to me... have a conversation that doesn't make me feel badly, and just talk to me and remember what it was we talked about... cause I do love you... and it's that love that makes me want to know what's going on... and the fact that you treat me this way is pissing me off... but guess what... I'm not like Lore, I'm not like Mat, I'm not like anyone you've ever fucking known.. I'm Benjamin Nunez...Your friend... and I wish you'd start acting like mine... cause right now.. it just hurts.

Welcome to it.

- Tiki Man