JAWC Volume 2 : oh smiley face bandana.. where art thou? Allright... something to rant about?... hmm... I want to feel sorry for some people... I really do, but then I realize that pity is something stupid... people get into situations by their own accord... I myself am not impervious to this fact, I too have myself to blame for situations that got out of hand... I'm not one to push the blame onto others unless I'm absolutely sure that they are the ones to blame... in which case, them bastards need to move on, cause seriously, not cool them doing this to me... Anyway... this isn't about me, this is about those lazy people who are lazier than I am and those who think that they could potentially be in financial troubles ... but still find it easy enough throughout the day to try and find ways of making it through regardless... If you can sit around and get liquored up til you're "tipsy"... If you can sit around and procrastinate until the last minute to get something done... If you can sit around and play videogames all day... If you can sit around all day and basically do nothing and get away with it... Seriously, if you can do all this and more with your time, then you're one lazy person and guess what you're also pretty damn sound it seems financially... I don't give a damn about reasons of why, after all, they're nothing more than pretty excuses... me personally, I can't afford to liquor up or get "tipsy" cause it means I have way too much free time on my hands... I can't sit around and put things off until the last minute because then I'll never get anything done and I'll feel worse about myself... I don't sit around and play videogames all day, cause let's face it, I only play games for maybe 2 hours a day and then I call it quits and get some damn work done... I can't afford to be mucking around doing nothing all day... that's just nuts... and hell, if it doesn't matter whether you actually wake up and get out of bed, then yeah... you're lazy, stop bitching about things... man up and work things out... life sucks and it doesn't get better by complaining about it... Yeah, I'm embittered, I don't understand a lot about people's situations, after all, I'm always worried about myself first and foremost, I'm pretty damn selfish... but geez, when I hear about financial troubles when by my own standards it makes no sense, I can only come up with two situations here... 1. You are screwing things up on your end... 2. My standards are too high... So, I'm gonna go with my standards are too high, cause after all, if you planned, put away and worked things out, things wouldn't get too bad... but if you let the cash dwindle away like candles with a high flame, then geez... just accept that you won't be able to do the things you wanted to do, because you didn't plan correctly... I'm not lucky enough that I can do all these things and more, no... in fact I can't afford to do any of them... it sucks, save for teh liquoring part, but serioulsy, I don't understand why people need to drink in the first place.. I think it's nothing more than a way to escape a problem that they can't handle and because of that I call those people weak willed and I feel pity for them... I have plenty of crap coming my way, I know that, I'm going to have to do what I can to make sure that I can persevere regardless and save what I need to save to enjoy myself and eventually move again... for right now though, I'm going to accept that I'm a lazy bastard and that I do what I can to make ends meet... until then, I'll still be complaining, I'll still be an angry ass, but by god, I'm not about to do everything I can to put things off and claim otherwise, cause if there's one thing I'm not.. it's a damn hypocrite... that's all I have to say about this... See ya all monday and until then... \/\/3Lc0m3 2 1T... - Tiki Man