JAWC Volume 2 : I miss my stuff... My misogyny has been increasing lately... see things are that I came to a place where the horrible actions of a major female influence which before this point for the span of about two years waned greatly leaving me to gain back that which I lost, instead after returning to the situation I has many a year ago which has come back to roost, is now causing me to increase the distrust towards the gender as a whole... Call me a chauvanist, go ahead I don't care, but hell, when I see the annoyance of the feminine wiles... it does nothing more to me than wish ill moreso upon the person, and personally I don't care, if death were an option, so be it, I won't try to stop it, I won't ask anyone not even god to wrestle her back from death's door... I would gladly accept the situation and move on... shit happens, and if you can let it flush, why try to back it up instead? I know this makes me a horrible person, it also leaves me more and more conflicted, cause I find that at the same time I hate this one person, I'm left with another of whom I love... which all the fact makes my situation that much more absurd... Trust is something earned... and at times you lose it, and slowly you can gain it back, however when one betrays that trust and while another keeps it in check, it leaves confusion as to which females are evil bitches and which ones are pretty cool and fun... I mean, I've known so many more evil bitches than I have cool and fun chicks... and I'm starting to totally lose faith in the gender... whereas at the moment the hatred has just increased exponentially from before... so at the rate of mistrust and the factor of cool chicks decreasing, it can only leave ones thoughts of the gender to fully encompass that which is detrimental versus that which isn't... so I'm stuck making the decision that most women are bitches... and take it one step at a time from there... However, I'm lucky to know at least a few cool chicks, chicks who just accept me for me and don't try to undermine my mental state and don't fuck with my head... I'm lucky to have known a few that were just overall really fun to hang around with... and not in the, "party bitches" kinda way... I mean like normal rational chicks that are cool to just sit back and talk to.... and since i don't talk all that much in a socializing sense, you can obviously tell that I met some real winners in the cool department... So here's to hoping that in the future I can continue to meet cool chicks, so that the hatred and mistrust I have dissapates so I'm not left a hollow shell of a man... anyways... Welcome to it... - Tiki Man