JAWC Volume 2 : Merry Christmas... Thinking about taking another hiatus come January.. I find that the internet is less and less a tool and more of a habit... I mean, I remember when I first started out drawing and posting online... and I realize that this, right where I am right now, isn't where I want to be... I'm gonna be concentrating more on finishing up the comic and then ending things... no more internet, just me and my aspirations, cause I find that the internet is killing both my hopes and ambitions... it's just a place I go to watch my dreams slowly die. I just don't care enough anymore... the reason I got onto the internet was for reasons that elude me now... I know why I stay for now, but eventually I'm gonna have to let it go... cause it's no longer healthy, it's become sad and pathetic lately, and I don't want to stay pathetic and pitiful... but this will be a plan in the making... a set time for withdrawal and hopefully I will be a better person for it. I find that the first goal I have to complete is to better myself as a person, the second is to finish the Volume 2 of the comic, then accept that this coming AnthroCon may be my last one for a couple of years... Now, I know that this is a rant for a year or so, but I don't care, I have to write this down somewhere and I chose the net... the same place that is my undoing... ironic maybe, but why not, you guys are going to be affected too.. .whoever you may be... It's almost 2009, and my goals will hopefully happen and come to life by early 2011... that's less than 2 years from now... I hope that things will be better by then, and all will work out... until then, I suppose it's about time I learned to stop worrying and get over things... Welcome to it... - Tiki Man |