JAWC Volume 2 : To the main woman in my life... I hate you so much... I really fucking do... every fucking time I do something you think you can say something that will make me change... but I don't listen to you for one simple reason... YOU ARE A HYPOCRITE you and your god are assholes... cause your god is filled with this notion that you're going to be forgiven.. well guess what... you won't be... you don't deserve it, cause every day you still live you lie, you cheat, you make others around you feel worse and worse... you expect me to listen to you but you're full of crap... why should I respect someone if they haven't earned the respect they think they're due... You always act with pretense, you purposely wait to brood... you try to defend what's wrong with not only yourself but with other people... at least have the decency to realize how much you've fucked up in life, but instead you wallow in your sin as though deep down inside you're proud of what you've done... I left for over a year.. I left and didn't come back, I changed my viewpoint about a lot of things and then after coming back to you, I've reverted back to thinking that women are bitches and are evil foul minded whores and sluts bent on the destruction of whatever poor bastard they can latch their claws into... you are proof that the female gender is evil... I blame you for my mysogyny, I blame you for my dissent, I blame you for my hatred of an entire gender, because of you, I can easily objectify women, because there is no such thing as love. Love is a lie, it's a falsehood made by miserable couples who ended up together out of convenience, it's tossed around by women so they can feel as though they have something no one else has, but in fact it's a fleeting passion... fuck you and your love, fuck love itself... it's all bullshit and the sooner you stop bullshitting and just realize that you don't have an ounce of love flowing through your icy body the better off we'll all be... You are a bitch. I hate you because at one time I loved you. Shame on me for loving you as a child, for it wasn't until I was an adult that I learned how much you hated me. No one who loves their child would side with their sisters when it came to me being hurt... you love your sisters more than you loved your child... I wish I fully understood what happened at the time, instead of loving you with my childlike innocence... Shame on me for that. I can honestly truely say I hate you. and I do. I hate you so much. and although I'm sure I'll feel sad whenever the hell it is you die... I know that it'll be for only a moment, because the realization that you won't be here anymore to make me feel like I'm shit because of your own past trangressions tormenting you... I'm gonna feel great... cause you'll be dead and I'll never have to deal with you ever again. Welcome To It... - Tiki Man