JAWC Volume 2 : Another Crappy Happy Monday... I'm updating fairly late this time around, then again, it's the day of the update so I think I'm warranted this time frame to put up the damn comic... I really wish that when I type something here, people wouldn't use it as an advantage to put me down or see it as a sign of weakness... that's right, I'm talking about my mother... Like, I want to rant about something that's selfish and overall a melancholy thought, but that fucking bitch reads it and then uses it against me as though my feelings are a weakness for her to exploit... Here's something for her to read... STOP FUCKING TRYING TO FIGURE ME OUT... I'VE BEEN TELLING YOU THAT I HATE YOU... BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY THAT I HATE YOU.. IT'S ALL TRUE. But she won't see it as me hating her, she'll try to put some weird spin on it, and then think she knows better... news flash bitch, I do hate you, I can't put it across any clearer... I get into another argument with her the other day, she calls me a disappointement... and then the next day she's all chipper saying she loves me?.. what the fuck? I really do hate her, there's no denying it... I just wish that she would make up her mind and stop trying to act like a good person so she can realize that she's a liar... like, live with it.. you didn't want me, get over it and just admit the truth, instead of trying for martyr-dom as though you'll be sainted.. well guess what, you're no miracle worker... you're a liar, a slut and a bitch... welcome to it, live with it and stop lying to yourself... I mean, what kinduva bitch says that to her kid that they're a disappointment?... what's that even mean? what expectations did she have for me? I left and I ended up failing outside the home, I came back, and yeah, I'm not proud that I failed, but shit, a little encouragement here maybe?.. nope, no encouragement, apparently it was all silent loathing on her part... what the fuck. if you hated me so much, just say it to my damn face you lying bitch. I tell her to her face and she doesn't believe me when I tell her I hate her, why can't she be honest like I am with her... I'd probably get along better knowing she hated my guts than to have to hear her spout out niceties in an effort to try and trick people into thinking she's a wonderful person... people are idiots, but she plays the game and the people play right into it... it's sickening to see... Regardless... I'm not enthralled with my situation, I know what I have to do, and after AnthroCon, I'm liable to do it, until then, I'm going to do what I can and accept that there's nothing I can do at the moment... I am not like other people, my life has always been screwed up... don't try to fix something that's impossible to fix, it's just gonna make it worse... change comes from within, and I'm trying to change myself... my problem is that I can't help trying to change the people around me, especially the ones that refuse to change regardless of the sound advice they're given... I am a unique freak, unlike anyone else... akin to some but unlike anyone... live with it, and don't judge me by your standards, and I'll try my damndest to not judge you by mine... By the way, to my mother who's going to read this to look for ways to annoy me... Fuck you, I hate you... I hate you so much... it's not a joke, I really do hate you... get it through your head you stupid cunt. Welcome To It... - Tiki Man