JAWC Volume 2 : Grandma's dying, Who gives a damn? I'm really glad my grandma's dying, I mean, she deserves it... she ruined her son's daughter's chastity, encouraged sin within her own daughters, and then to make things worse, she sees nothing wrong with it... anyone that corrupt deserves to die... unfortunately she's got Cancer..that's right.. the big C... which means she's got maybe 3 years to live... which in turn pisses me off, cause when I found out, I thought it was going to be much sooner and it brought my hopes up... only to be dashed with the cruel reality that the bitch is still going to be alive for some time.. In other news, it seems my brother was stupid enough to send my webpage to relatives... now let me tell you about relatives... my "extended family" which to me is a bullshit statement are the type of people who are filled with malice and hatred towards others, and will stop at nothing to make themselves feel better through the misery of others, whether it's their own family or their own friends... I have several aunts and one uncle... the uncle isn't all that bad, but grandma let his daughter meet a boy at her place and let her get pregnant... that's pretty fucked up... the other aunts are scum of the earth... I mean if you got to know these people you'd be sickened by it... they're all shit and I'm glad I'm far, far away from these freaks... but my brother gave a cousin this website, which means that those asshole aunts are going to be able to look through this site... To all my aunts, and my grandmother... you are all cunts... filthy disgusting cunts... I hate you all. Now that that's out of the way, I can resume not giving a fuck about those disgusting backstabbing cunts... and continue with my ranting. I'm a pretty easy person to understand... don't fuck with me and we're cool... that's it... so if anyone wants to start shit with me, guess what, I'm not gonna sit around and take that bullshit... and another thing, if you're one of those people easily manipulated by someone that tries to put on niceties when in fact they're insensitive and mean horrible people who are vindictive and petty, then guess what, you're a fucking idiot.. and odds are we won't get along... cause I'm not a guy that plays the fucking game... I don't play the game, I don't put on a fun time happy mask and pretend to be someone I'm not... I'm me, I'm unlike anyone else... and if you want me to be like someone else, FUCK YOU... go hang around that person, cause I'm not them, I never will be and if you don't want me, then don't be with me, just go with that guy and leave me the fuck alone... I'm a straightfoward person, I speak my mind, I'm honest to a fucking fault... I'm the guy that points out what the fuck is wrong with the situation when no one else wants to say it... I heard that someone needed money, but then you hear that all they have in their fridge is water and vodka... now most of you idiots are saying to yourselves, well, that's awful, they really need money... WRONG!... the sheer fact that when they had money they spent it on booze means that they wasted their money... that means when you give them money they're just going to buy more alcohol... alcoholics always seem to have booze on hand even when they're destitute... how the fuck is that even possible?... you want to save money so you can afford food?... STOP BUYING BOOZE... If you don't buy booze, you'll have money for food.... so there's an easy way to save money and not to ask others for help... otherwise it's just supporting your alcoholism... but let me guess this right... you don't have a problem... the fact you think that means you do. Just annoys me to hear the situation people get into and then they don't think when they speak, making it worse... congrats.. you're a closet alcoholic... I know you don't want to accept it, but you need to get help and although I can talk until I'm blue in the face, you won't accept my advice, but guess what, I keep an archive of rants, so in 2 years when you're struggling to get a drop of alcohol, I can say to you that "I told you so"... the best four words a person can ever utter... cause it shows that you ignored my advice, my thoughts and my sincere caring about you, and threw it out the window, and ended up just like I said... so get help... I say this because I love you, you may resent me for it... so be it, but I told you so, welcome to it.. This is going to be my last AnthroCon, I don't forsee myself being able to go to anymore for a couple of years... maybe two or three, at most, five... I can't afford it, and it's not productive to just attend or deal... so sadly if anyone made it this far in the rant, you're privvy to the wonderful information that this will be my last AnthroCon... I don't think I'll miss it either... it's really pointless to keep going when I'm inept at the socializing aspect of the convention... and it's about time I moved on from being in the shadow of someone who doesn't recognize what they have... but eh, it's not about me, I don't matter... it's always about them, and I don't want to deal with that anymore.. it's stupid of me to do the same thing only slightly varied and expect even a small amount of gratitude... I'm getting tired of everything, the internet, the conventions, the people... EVERYTHING... I know that I'll prolly be around for a while longer after AnthroCon, but odds are I'm going to just be updating this site for another year at most and then end JAWC after Volume 3... hell, if I wanted I could end it after Volume 2 and make an epilogue for the comic... but I still have to tell Eryl's story... the first volume was the story of Miranda and Brandon, the second volume is about Penelope, and the relationships between everyone else, especially Miranda and Brandon... Volume 3 will concentrate on Eryl and the epilogues of all the characters... I don't see myself continuing this comic passed a year and a half longer... Eventually I'm going to say goodbye to everyone and everything... I know it sounds harsh, but it's an inevitability... the people I know are few and the people who genuinely talk to me are even less... I have a lot of good acquaintances and even less friends... and those that I'm friends with aren't friends to me... it's an odd sounding statement, but how many people that you call a friend would sacrifice their lives for you?... Sadly this means that it's fairly easy for me to uproot and disappear... but that won't be for a long while... One last thing before I go... I want everyone to realize that I can, at anytime, stop updating and leave the internet... I stay online because I wanted to get to know some of you people... it wasn't until recently that I've realized that most times people are tolerating me... I've said it before that tolerating somoene is a way of not giving a damn about that person, toleration is the equivalence of accepting there's a fly in your house and not doing anything about it... I'm not here as a distraction, don't treat me like that... so if one day I disappear, I just want you all to know that it wasn't me... it was you. Welcome To It... - Tiki Man