Welcome to The SoapBox!! This is the freedom of speech page.. or the "SoapBox" welcome!.. obviously you dropped by because you figured... hey, I need to see how messed up this person is... well here we go... Yeah, once again I'm writing this rant ahead of time... and well, I'm pleased to say I've eked out another two pages of comic... and this time I was able to put an interactive aspect to it... so donate and help decide what happens... However I should have the pages up on Tuesday morning, cause I don't think Sunday will be enough to ink and color... so definitely Tuesday.. keep watch for it... Sometimes I wonder what people want from me, seeing as I have no clue what to expect from myself, it puzzles me as to what it is people expect of me... I mean, the webcomic I've begun, it seems not to many people expect anything from me, then again the same goes with the entire site, I don't think anyone really gives a damn whether I update or not. How many people in the forum even bother requesting anything... how many people really even stay around long enough to read this rant?... and how many people who read it give a shit what the fuck I'm even saying?... The answer? Not too many if any at all. So with that, I guess I shouldn't really care what the hell I write here, seeing that in a week it'll be replaced and I don't believe anyone cares enough to browse the rant archival I've made available either... I don't think I'll continue with the wallpaper for the rest of the year... another idea that seems to have tanked... granted that if the webcomic get's jack this time around I'll drop the interactivity all together and just continue at whatever leisure that seems to suit me. Still back to the expectations versus the results... after all that's what I was ranting about in the first place... do people even care enough to have expectations of what I draw?... I've come to the conclusion that I have no one that really gives a damn about what I draw or do here... and even though it's seemingly becoming stagnant it's still a step up from where I was, and sadly the conclusive evidence is that even if I were to be eliminated from the site I'd still be in the boat I'm in now... just without people stopping by to glance and leave. Sure it sounds angsty and morose... but I don't give a shit either way... this is how I feel at the moment I'm writing this... and I'm sure I'm accurate when I say that if I were to go, no one would truly give a damn at all... OMGTKB (Ben) Yakitate Japan!