Welcome to the rant page... I talk about stuff that pisses me off... Well, I ended up drawing alot since last update, granted it's not as much as I usually draw, but I've been losing my pace... so you don't like it... kiss my ass... I drew what I wanted to draw so I could feel productive and better about myself... Anyhow... This month is the month where I finally stop being an asshole and try to change my attitude towards people in my life whom I've made a bad impression on, made things awkward, or have acted like a psychotic towards... but even though I type this, I wonder if I'll be able to change much and if that change is for the better... regardless.. I have to stop being so damn... overbearing... yeah, that's a good word for my attitude... Shit, I mean, it's come to the point that I feel as though I've made things so much worse than it should've been... I've acted like a blithering idiot... again, not much I can do about that except try to make amends later on... still I really wish life had a CTRL+Z for times like this... just press it and get back on track with the full knowledge of saying something would lead to disasterous results... but life doesn't have that button... and life sucks... but regardless of that fact.. it seems the best I will be doing is to better manage my damage and the damage I've caused in general... I've lost myself for a while, I have to fix myself... I'm broken.. and I don't know how I should go about it... then again, it's not like I have any ties that are so close that if I disappeared for a while anyone would care... I mean, it's about time I faced facts... and it's a cold realization to know that I've made things so that I have no earthy binds in either real life or internet... heh, go fig... I should just stop coming online for two weeks and just work laborously on the comic and the "Y" portfolio... just shut down my computers and get away from it all... I wonder if that would help fix me... I don't know though... I don't know what I have to do to fix my broken self... sure it's an odd use of the word broken, but hell, if I cared about grammer I wouldn't curse like a sailor half the time... I'd have an eloquent and insightful phrase ready to be quipped at a moments notice... but hell, I don't... so bite me if you don't like how I type... overly defensive much?.. yeah.. another thing to fix... anyway.. I suppose that I'll be back in two weeks with at least four new comics... if all goes well... see ya then... bear with the page until then. - Tiki Man