Welcome to the rant page... I talk about stuff that pisses me off...

I've come to the conclusion that I'm way to emo for my own good, of course emo stems from the word emotion... or rather in this case... emotional... which I suppose isn't really a bad thing because emotions are what drive us... it seperates us from machines... seriously.. if I were a machine, I'd have my designated purpose, I'd go about my daily routine, finish, come back to my main terminal and then shut down for the night, just to power on in the morning and start my main program once again, routine, routine, routine... it's scary to realize that the only thing seperating me and my computer that I'm typing on, is the ability to emote on my own accord...

Regardless of that, I've also come to realize that I'm naive at times... even when I shouldn't be.. cause usually I'm very astute... I know what's going on and the consequences of what I'm doing, so when I get sideswiped in the common sense, it worries me moreso than I should ever have to be... so I have to fix my broken self and stop the odd shit that I've let myself accept... it's wrong, it's dangerous.. and quite frankly.. really really really... REEAALLY CREEPY!

So just another thing I have to work on, luckily it was brought to my attention prior to it getting horribly much much creepy-worse... so yay?... eh, not much of a rant going on here... but eh... what was I even talking about... oh yeah.. I found my smiley face banadana I lost sometime in summer... luckily it doubles as a mouth cover during the winter... and it keeps the hair out of my face when I'm drawing... all I need to do now is find my fagin gloves and I'll be set come winter whenever I draw... yeah, it's become a tradition... no real purpose to it, just like to wear odd things when I draw...

Picked up some art supplies today, at the cost of my soul no less... and let me tell ya... I came at a cheap price... I still have to draw the rest of the characters for the soulbuyer... but eh, I'll get it done soon... I've been procrastinating too long... but eh... picked up some stumps and some eraser refills as well as the Graphic Artist Guild's Handbook... it's the 2003 edition, but I don't think they've released a new one for this year, eh, it was still something I'm glad I got... it could help if I ever do find a job in my field... heh.. luckily there's no expiration on my degree...

Anyhow, that's about it from me for this week... see ya Wednesday... take easy and enjoy^^;;

- Tiki Man