Welcome to JAWC v2.0, now with 50% emo! 30% more than last time!

AUCTIONS CURRENTLY RUNNING!!

50 Images AnthroCon 2005 Art CD *ADULTS ONLY*
Original Pencils - Easter Bunny with CG print
Original Pencils - 5 Image Bundle

Seventeen Days... which means I really only have 14 days... so in 14 days I have to finish two commissions, have to apologize to one person about not being able to draw the commission he wanted, then I have to draw roughly... Forty-five images and then ink and colour them... all the while trying to keep the sanity I have by goofing off and trying to act as though everything's fine... what a crock!... nothing's fine!... NOTHING!

I worry, I panic... I know the reality of the situation... I accept the reality, yet I defy it... I don't quietly go into that dark night, nope... I walk in, head held high and I yell at the top of my lungs... "FUCK YOU!!... I'LL GET IT DONE DAMMIT!" and then keep walking, the world captivated in silence at my sheer willpower to not be undone... my ability to look into the face of adversity and snarl right back at it... that's right... I have a goal... A really really unattainable goal... that I will do my damnedest to reach and surpass...

I also have to worry about a side story, since around June 14th, I should be taking a TWO MONTH HIATUS from the comic... hopefully I'll be able to come back without too much trouble and with updates that will bring things back around... but not to worry, I'm not about to leave the comic at a cliff hanger... not like what they did with the "HOUSE M.D." season finale... no, that'd be too cruel... plus I doubt anyone would really notice... gotta love the obscurity, it's sorta nice hanging around on the sidelines while others get all the attention... it's comforting, all the perks without all the fuss... anyhow!... Two month hiatus, where I'll prolly be drawing a side story in pencil and upload it all shoddy, without any intention of cleaning it up... that way you get something while I'm away... however I have to worry about who I leave my site too in the time I'm gone to update it... and with the people I trust most, also about to be moving... it seems I'm SOL when it comes to what I want... which means I'll have to put the site on hold until I'm back up and running...

That's right... I'll have to stop the site completely... just freeze it in time, like a tribute to what once seemed like good idea gone horribly wrong.. or something like that... regardless... I'll talk more about the hiatus as the day draws closer... but for the meantime, I'm just filled with the self doubts and angst that goes with worrying about what will become of me after I move... whether I'll fail, succeed.. or die trying... either way, I always know that I have a place to go back to if I fail, and although it's comforting to have that knowledge... I'd rather succeed and try to become a better man on my own, than to fall back into the pit I had just climbed out of...

That's all I have this week... see ya next time... now go buy an auction...

- Tiki Man