Welcome to JAWC v2.5 : Back from Hiatus to Rant... GEEZ!... I'm back sorta... I mean, I'm back on the internet, but my other computer that has the programs I need to do the comic isn't available at this moment, so I'm sorta SOL in regards to updating the comic, so you're just gonna have to deal with me and my rantings... you don't like that, fuck off... shit... it feels good to finally eke out some cursing without worrying about all the people around you, as if they're so damned high and mighty that the mere utterance of a word that would deemed as unbecoming unto them... I'm in the middle of a holy hell, I mean, it's called Utah County... who names a county after the state?... what moron thought that one up?... eh?... I mean.. DAMMIT... it doesn't make any fricken sense whatsoever... and around here there's absolutely no pornography... although you can buy cigarettes and liquor... so let me get this one straight... cigarettes which will destroy you from the inside out and are addictive, and alchohol which will basically do the same, only it's worse because it'll affect your attitude and how you treat others... but hey, that stuff is fine here... but a little bit of titties, cock and/or ass and it's all hell's bell's apparently... what I'd give to just go into a store and see some porn on that red magazine rack they usually have with all the normal mags on the bottom and way at the top is the good shit... I miss my vices... I miss them a lot... Regardless of my want for pure vice... I'm going insane... although my knowledge of that fact proves my sanity... but to hell with that... I just find that I really really fucked up my personal life... even though there isn't or rather wasn't much to fuck up at the time, yet ... here I am... being an asshole... obnoxious and overall just a jerk... and again, my knowledge of these truths only further proves them moreso than need be... I say too many things that are just wrong, and overall shouldn't be said... I mean, c'mon though, it's not every day that you find someone that you trust so implicitly that you'd give your life for them... that fact brings forth odd feelings within me that I can't understand, and turns me into a walking contradiction... and it fucks me up something fierce... Anyhow, shit happens and I'm stuck in this holy hell until July 28th, 2007... that's right, I'm stuck here for a little over a year, and with AnthroCon 07 will be around July 5th, I can get an extra month of pay that'll support my second move to where ever I can find a job, hopefully I'll be able to build a portfolio to send out to companies so I can have a job after I move... geez, so much shit I've got to do... thinking of hitting up "Further Confusion"... I'd try for Dealer, but there's a waiting list longer than a young stud fucking a girl after taking two viagras... -_-;; Still, I find myself wanting to go as a guest instead of a dealer, cause I never get to go to these conventions unless I'm trying to sell stuff, and there's only so much whoring you can do before you get ticked off at every little thing... so I may go for the hell of it, plus I'd get to see some peeps that I usually only see once a year, this time I'd see em twice... woo!... -_-;; trust me, it's something I like to do, aw geez, that reminds me, I have to save up all the cash I can to get to a wedding that's supposedly happening in October... much to my chagrin... but eh, what kind of person would I be if I stopped someone from being happy?... I don't want to stop her happiness... even though it eats at me from the inside, slowly festering my life force and making me angrier and angrier... but the best I can do is support her decision, because I've never met the guy, so it's not my call, regardless of my hemming and hawing, I can only say my piece and back the hell off because I've got problems... deep rooted problems that prevent me from being a rational human being without bringing up some sort of jab at this person I don't know.... Basically I'm an asshole... yeah... - Tiki Man