Welcome to JAWC v2.5 : Now with 20% more emo than last update ^^ I hate the fact that I have no clue what I should do... I suppose the anger really stems from my being indecisive... I mean, it's not an attractive feature in a man... but I can't help but not make up my mind... then again there comes times when I have bouts of necessity and I'll buckle down and own up to being decisive and start to take charge, and it's odd because it's not like I'm suited for that type of action... as if my whole being wants to avoid the responsibility of the situation so I can safely sit to the side and wait for the right opportunity and hope it never comes... like some idiotic coward, making snide comments about those that took charge... Eventually I'm going to reach a situation where I'm going to have to make decisions and stop being wishy-washy in my daily life. But hopefully that day won't come too soon, seeing that in the months to come, the only actual decisions I'll be making is to work on commissions and not freeze to death as I realize that I'll have to brave the cold to buy groceries... geez... so much fuckin' change, and I'm just not as prepared as I'd like to be. I think that's where the indecisiveness comes from, my not wanting things to change... I don't like change, I like things set in stone most the time, but oddly enough I'm a lying prat as when the situation arises that change is needed, I'll personally decide whether I want it or not... and if it negatively affects me, I'll opt for change to benefit me, then again it's not like that isn't a normal human response, who really wants to stick around in a situation where you'll inevitably get a negative response... Anyhow, lots to do and not much to rant about except retoric and nonsense... so have a good week and see y'all monday as I prepare to get that comic done on time^^;; - Tiki Man