Welcome to JAWC v2.5 : Now with 20% more emo than last update ^^ My birthday is Thursday... and yeah, I know that I could've just put up a birthday comic or something, but hell, I didn't... or rather, couldn't... I just can't find my muse lately... I know she's there, but I've lost my way, I've lost my guide, and well the tour sucks without her... I haven't been able to output anything really good for some time now, and with my birthday already here and my dry spell... well, it's not a fun thing... I never really cared for my birthday... well not for the last few years... shit sorta happened that caused them to be more sinister than auspicious and well, to put it mildly I stopped caring about that day for celebration and instead see it now as another notch in the tree of life, slowly causing that tree to die and wither slightly more than it did the year before... But eh, I suppose being in a new place far away from home is a pretty good thing... I mean, who wouldn't want a dead end job, a shared apartment with people I could care less about... well.. maybe I couldn't care less... my caring is pretty damn low... regardless... no car, no chick... no life, and the one thing that I thought I had is slowly escaping me and that's my drawing... FUCK!... I'm living a fuckin' country song... fuck this!! Fuck the whole rigamarole, I don't need this shit, it's 'bout time I got positive, so what if my job wants to fire me at any moment, so what if I'm living in the middle of a mormon breeding ground... so what!... I know most of the bus system, I know my limitations, and by god, I'm gonna do the fuckin' best I can regardless of how fucked up things are right now... when you hit rock bottom, and are face down in shit, there ain't nothin' left to do but look up towards the sky and realize I can only go up from here... so FUCK YOU ALL... I'm gonna survive and I'll make it somehow, even if I have to abuse my life to do so, I'm not going back to the way things were... So HAPPY FUCKIN' BIRTHDAY TO ME, and enjoy the comic as I start another year of my shit stained life... see ya next time... - Tiki Man